Post by DERRICK BALOR on Jul 10, 2024 10:00:22 GMT -5
Hello there! My Alias is Untamed Skies, and I figured I'd start this by introducing myself first as I'm a new arrival in hogwartsrp.ca
I'm an aspiring writing, (dreaming of one day being professional) and really enjoy practicing my craft in roleplays. I love creating drama of all kind, be it triumph or tragedy, and am very open to collaboration and allowing my character(s) to be apart of other journeys while they find their own way. If at any point in time a character listed catches your interest don't hesitate to reach out.
About: Derrick was born in a affair between his blood purist (allegedly) father and muggle mother. His mother passed away the night he was born, and with no other family Derrick was raised by those blood purists. As one might expect he had a extremely toxic upbringing. His family viewed him as a stain, and Derrick took the brunt of the responsibility for his father's actions. As one might expect, this has had a profound effect on Derrick's development. In a nutshell, all that Derrick does and his motivation at large is to find acceptance. The trouble in that goal is that Derrick doesn't really understand unconditional love, any acknowledgement he was ever given growing up had strings attached. Derrick believes he has to earn the acceptance and acknowledgement that he craves, and works extremely hard to distinguish himself from his peers. Both to receive their recognition and to become undeniable to a family that has largely resented him.
Derrick struggles to express himself clearly. You'll never actually hear him express his loneliness and isolation in part because he wouldn't know how to explain it, but also because he believes showing weakness reveals he isn't worth the affection he craves so much. Often trying to act strong, as any person pursuing greatness should, but having only his family's toxic example to draw from. In pursuit of trying to live up to his goals, he can come off as abrasive, and rarely ever de-escalates a situation. If you challenge Derrick it's rare he'll back down. Once someone figures out his buttons, he's pretty easy to draw into a confrontation, and it's likely early on Derrick had more friends than rivals.
He's not all prickly ego though. Having been a victim of blood purists all his life, Derrick hates bullies and from his first year never hesitates to stand up for and against those that sneer or look down at other students. Because his ambitions are important to him, he's a hard worker, and has adopted the old mantra "Iron sharpens Iron." Which makes him a great study partner (though it's likely most had to be assigned to study with him to discover that quality.) He's patient when he doesn't feel antagonized, and should there be students patient enough to get past his first impression. Derrick is a people pleaser, going out of his way to show he appreciates his friends as if he might lose them if he doesn't.
In general, Derrick is a mixed bag who can offer a lot to anyone interested in getting entangled with for short term and long term plots.
Friends/Lovers: Derrick cares for his friends, their goals, and their wellbeing. He's the type that would remind everyone final exams are coming, or give advice to others in subjects he's strong in, he's also fairly undemanding in his relationships. While he absolutely believes he needs to earn his friends, he rarely asks for anything himself. (Likely as a result of feeling selfish), and will always strive to give more than he gets.
Plotting wise, Derrick could really benefit from a friend or two who can be positive influences and help him see the way he conducts himself is toxic. People who will provide the love he craves, and help him see he doesn't need his family to accept him but to accept himself. Maybe even a friend can turn romantic as they get older?
Conversely, Derrick is really a prime individual to be manipulated. His need for validation could allow him to be twisted towards the aims of others who might recognize the benefit of having him in their pocket.
Enemies/Rivals: By his third year it's very likely Derrick has rubbed at couple of students the wrong way. He's not good at de-escalating a situation and if wrong will wrong in turn. His initially prickly exterior, combined with always trying to outperform everyone I think could make him really easy to dislike. As well as his penchant for getting involved with bullying. If you're looking for an antagonist, Derrick can make for a good one. Whether for good or ill.
Overall Goal: For me, I don't have a defined point and goal for where Derrick's overall arc can end. If the right influences come along, he can become a healthy individual and strive to do a lot of good, and be rewarding for all those involved. Or, his tragic upbringing could be the seeds for becoming a unremorseful villain who's ambitions outstrip his compassion. I'm hoping that it'll be his relationships along his story that help influence where he ultimately ends up, and I'm generally a sucker for messy plots. Filled with both triumph and tragedy. If any of this sounds appealing, please don't hesitate to reach out, and I look forward to writing with everyone ^^
About: Derrick was born in a affair between his blood purist (allegedly) father and muggle mother. His mother passed away the night he was born, and with no other family Derrick was raised by those blood purists. As one might expect he had a extremely toxic upbringing. His family viewed him as a stain, and Derrick took the brunt of the responsibility for his father's actions. As one might expect, this has had a profound effect on Derrick's development. In a nutshell, all that Derrick does and his motivation at large is to find acceptance. The trouble in that goal is that Derrick doesn't really understand unconditional love, any acknowledgement he was ever given growing up had strings attached. Derrick believes he has to earn the acceptance and acknowledgement that he craves, and works extremely hard to distinguish himself from his peers. Both to receive their recognition and to become undeniable to a family that has largely resented him.
Derrick struggles to express himself clearly. You'll never actually hear him express his loneliness and isolation in part because he wouldn't know how to explain it, but also because he believes showing weakness reveals he isn't worth the affection he craves so much. Often trying to act strong, as any person pursuing greatness should, but having only his family's toxic example to draw from. In pursuit of trying to live up to his goals, he can come off as abrasive, and rarely ever de-escalates a situation. If you challenge Derrick it's rare he'll back down. Once someone figures out his buttons, he's pretty easy to draw into a confrontation, and it's likely early on Derrick had more friends than rivals.
He's not all prickly ego though. Having been a victim of blood purists all his life, Derrick hates bullies and from his first year never hesitates to stand up for and against those that sneer or look down at other students. Because his ambitions are important to him, he's a hard worker, and has adopted the old mantra "Iron sharpens Iron." Which makes him a great study partner (though it's likely most had to be assigned to study with him to discover that quality.) He's patient when he doesn't feel antagonized, and should there be students patient enough to get past his first impression. Derrick is a people pleaser, going out of his way to show he appreciates his friends as if he might lose them if he doesn't.
In general, Derrick is a mixed bag who can offer a lot to anyone interested in getting entangled with for short term and long term plots.
Friends/Lovers: Derrick cares for his friends, their goals, and their wellbeing. He's the type that would remind everyone final exams are coming, or give advice to others in subjects he's strong in, he's also fairly undemanding in his relationships. While he absolutely believes he needs to earn his friends, he rarely asks for anything himself. (Likely as a result of feeling selfish), and will always strive to give more than he gets.
Plotting wise, Derrick could really benefit from a friend or two who can be positive influences and help him see the way he conducts himself is toxic. People who will provide the love he craves, and help him see he doesn't need his family to accept him but to accept himself. Maybe even a friend can turn romantic as they get older?
Conversely, Derrick is really a prime individual to be manipulated. His need for validation could allow him to be twisted towards the aims of others who might recognize the benefit of having him in their pocket.
Enemies/Rivals: By his third year it's very likely Derrick has rubbed at couple of students the wrong way. He's not good at de-escalating a situation and if wrong will wrong in turn. His initially prickly exterior, combined with always trying to outperform everyone I think could make him really easy to dislike. As well as his penchant for getting involved with bullying. If you're looking for an antagonist, Derrick can make for a good one. Whether for good or ill.
Overall Goal: For me, I don't have a defined point and goal for where Derrick's overall arc can end. If the right influences come along, he can become a healthy individual and strive to do a lot of good, and be rewarding for all those involved. Or, his tragic upbringing could be the seeds for becoming a unremorseful villain who's ambitions outstrip his compassion. I'm hoping that it'll be his relationships along his story that help influence where he ultimately ends up, and I'm generally a sucker for messy plots. Filled with both triumph and tragedy. If any of this sounds appealing, please don't hesitate to reach out, and I look forward to writing with everyone ^^
